39. I'm having a nervous breakdown, drinking too much, falling into major depression, etc. Did anyone else go through a period of meltdown after they realized they were trans?

2021.12.09 00:26 wouldbesophie 39. I'm having a nervous breakdown, drinking too much, falling into major depression, etc. Did anyone else go through a period of meltdown after they realized they were trans?

Hi everyone,
I posted here maybe six months ago and proclaimed that I was trans and I was happy to realize it. Well, six months later, I am posting here again under a new name because I am in the middle of a terrible nervous breakdown about transness and my living situation and my future and how I can possibly integrate this into my life without it just tearing me apart.
I am 39, amab. I had a realization earlier this year that I had always wished I were a woman. This completely tore me apart. Not out of shame or guilt or anything like that. I knew this was right the second I realized it, and I want to pursue it. But I am also stuck in a strange living situation, and the shock of the realization I might be trans has honestly caused me to fall into a major depression, so it has been hard to not blow my money, drink too much, etc. I know I want to transition, but I also feel a vast amount of fear about it that has caused me to just fall apart with anxiety.
I could write a lot more and probably will at some point, but I just wanted to throw this out there and ask y'all if you can relate to this experience and can give me some advice. I am seeing a therapist.
Thanks!
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2021.12.09 00:26 SwingtradN Don’t shoot me for this question

Me and my wife are pretty happy in our lives and are expecting our second child in June (hurray!)
Pregnancy has definitely taken a toll on her, she’s had separation of the abs and she feels like her breasts aren’t what they use to be (while I see what she means, I’m slightly turned on more than I was before by her for going through what she did and being as strong as she is, I’d be hiding ina fetal position in a corner) but anyways.
Even before we had kids she talked about getting a boob job to be a little fuller? I think was the word she used.
Would it be rude to offer to her to pay for one when we are done having kids if she wants one? Obviously I’m not gonna go and say “36dd please!” It’s her body, if she wants to be what or look how she did I’d support her, if she wants smaller that’s fine, if she wants be smaller? That’s fine too, just tell me so I can put money aside for her to go get new bras etc….. since I’m assuming her clothes may not fit like they use to…or if she wants to use the money to buy a trainer or surgery to help with the ab separation she could, I just want her to be happy and love herself and see herself how I see her (my little 5’4 Italian bombshell of a wife). It just makes me sad when she talks down about her body and the toll pregnancy took on it, I view them as battle scars and they tell a story of her doing something I couldn’t ever understand.
In no way do I want anyone especially her to think I would be doing this because I don’t like her body or don’t find her physically attractive, I think she’s freaking stuffing and as bonus points, how many wife’s out there instead of wanting roses or candy for Valentine’s Day just want fresh salsa and chips ? I know jackpot right?
I mainly need advice on how would I word it to her to not spark a possible “oh you don’t like my body?” Etc….. type thing.
I want it to be a gift for her because in reality when it comes down to it, she’s the one who sacrificed her body so we could have a family and is the one who gets morning sickness, the hot flashes, peeing fifty times a night etc…..
You see where I’m going with this …..
Any help is appreciated! Hope everyone has a wonderful holiday season!
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2021.12.09 00:26 jookco Lloyd J. Austin Death - Dead - Obituary News : The world mourns the sudden demise of Gen Bipin Rawat! US Secretary of Defense Lloyd J. Austin III Click link to read full story.

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2021.12.09 00:26 Odd_Pomegranate_3236 Does anyone know if they will be restocking winter candy apple 3 wick candle?

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2021.12.09 00:26 Mikalforester Damn UIUC for sending me emails while doing Indian Breathing

I meditate with Indian Breathing which is specialized by Buddhists in the mountains. Anyways I was doing my IB when all of a sudden I hear the Gmail PING. It went something like this: PING PING PING. I was enraged I wanted to just get my demon king persona out. I checked my gmail and it was an email from UIUC…like wtf. The email was about outstanding bills I need to pay but like it’s 10 in the night LET ME DO MY INDIAN BREATHING
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2021.12.09 00:26 DatRandomHooman u/Puzzled_Cause7076 is trusted :3

(Me) Golden walrus and crown ---> robux (them)
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2021.12.09 00:26 DailyActiveUser Scripts for sale?

Hey all,
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2021.12.09 00:26 Desperate_Two_9172 How satified are you after playing the new Biome update?

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2021.12.09 00:26 insane677 Alice (Alice in Wonderland) vs Dorothy (Wizard of Oz)

Both are young girls who travel to fantastical worlds, and have origins in Literature, both are in the public domain and have numerous adaptations.
But, they are also very differernt.
Dorothy is American, Alice is British.
Alice only had one offical sequel, while Dorothy had several.
Wonderland is full of utter nonsense, while Oz has actual rules and logic, for the most part.
Alice's most famous film was made by Disney, Dorothy's was made by MGM
The battle will be interrupted by Wendy and/or Peter Pan.
(And before anyone asks, yes I have read Lost Girls by Alan Moore.)
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2021.12.09 00:26 iheartgardening5 A series of photos of my foster kitten smiling in her sleep.

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2021.12.09 00:26 Suitable-Pain-7964 Gastroparesis and IBD?

Hello all, I just wanted to post on here and ask if anyone else has had a similar experience. I have had gi problems going on three years, in July I had a stool sample and my calprotectin was 2200. I had a colonoscopy and upper endoscopy and everything was completely clear. They thought maybe it was an infection or something that cleared up by the time I had scopes. Early November I had another stool sample with still elevated calprotectin in the 400’s. I’m scheduled next week for a wireless capsule endoscopy to check small bowel for crohns.
In addition to all this I was also diagnosed this week with severe gastroparesis. I have also posted on their sub but just wanted to ask here as well if anyone suffers from both GP and IBD.
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