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2021.12.09 00:36 MrSpankMan_whip The marine event

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2021.12.09 00:36 tinybodylotsofheart I don't know how to talk to my mother about her lack of emotional support

So I have been raised in a single parent household and my mom has been the sole provider. My dad was a mentally and physically abusive asshole who passed away in the summer of 2014.
Since then, it's just been my mom, my sister and me. I think I have a good relationship with my mom for the most part. We get along really well and everything except for the fact that I feel like she often disregards my feelings.
For instance, whenever I tell her that i am feeling anxious or upset (i have always been very prone to anxiety even as a child) she'd tell me that i am not strong enough mentally, and that i need to be mentally strong like her to face life. I think she gives me practical advice on how to sort things out in my life but i just want to be heard at that moment. Honestly, all I want is a few words of comfort.
I have never once heard her say, I love you or I believe in you or that i am here to support you. I think my love language is words of affirmation and hers is acts of service. I know she loves me but if she said it once in a while I would feel better.
My mom thinks that the most important thing that a child needs is discipline, (i'm pretty disorganised in life, i'm pretty chaotic in the way I work and the way i get things done, so I think i keep disappointing her in that regard)
Don't get me wrong, i'm very greatful that my mom brought me up and the fed me and clothed me. I love her to death and care for her deeply.
Anyway, so last night we had a conversation about me moving abroad (I live in India) and she was talking about how i need to start applying to colleges if I want to go in fall. I told her that I want to and I will, it's just that it's scary uprooting my entire life and moving to a new country. She said that she would help me move and settle. I said, yes, but it's going to be stressful and i feel so uncertain about everything.
Whenever i tell her i'm uncertain/anxious about my future, she gets irritated. Like she'll give me practical advice and beyond that she'll tell me that she'll leave me everything she has, do i can sit around on my ass all day and not do any work and live my life. She says this im a very passive aggressive way.
I don't want to be someone who just lives off someone else's life savings and my mom knows that. (btw my asshole dad was unemployed and lived off other people and i'm completely scared of becoming like him, so this comment stings even more)
Anyway, this whole conversation escalated pretty quickly and I told her that the reason my sister and I don't open up about our emotions is because it feels like we get punished everytime we do. Not going to lie, i was pretty much having a breakdown here and i was crying when I said this. After my mini outburst i went inside for a minute or two and then calmed myself down and went outside to talk to her calmly.
She was just getting started tho, she got my things and flung them against a wall and verbally abused me calling me an ungreatful bitch and that she said she would support me,what more did i need?
It got scary pretty quickly, pretty fast. She started throwing things around. Yelling at me and telling me that she's never going to talk to me again, and that she's going to go live in an old age home. She asked me to go inside my room and die. And she flung my toothbrush against the table and told me that i should probably die.
I didn’t say anything, but i was crying pretty uncontrollably. This is the first time, a fight like this has gotten so out of hand. We don't fight very often but this was the most intense fight we've ever had.
I really don't know what to do. It's been a whole day and she won't talk to me. She's pretty pissed about my whole outburst where i told ber that i get punished everytime i show emotion.
My sister called me up and told me that what i said was pretty ugly and i shouldn't have said it. I think that i could have worded it more nicely, actually explained myself, instead of saying that i got punished everytime I talk about my emotions.
She also agreed that my mom said some ugly things but she said that i should cut her some slack because she's old and tired.
I genuinely don't know what to do at this point. Should i let it blow over? I feel incredibly upset. I love my mom but i feel like she lacks in the emotional support department. Even as a teenager when i was on medication for anxiety and depression, she told me that i was doing this because i hated her and my sister. And i wanted them to suffer. She told me this once, when she was very frustrated with my mental breakdowns and it still hurts to this day. I wasn't mentally ill just because i wanted to watch her suffer.
There's another little incident from my childhood that honestly i still think about to this day. I was 5 or 6 and My dad and my mom got into a fight once, and my mom walked out with my sister, telling my dad that she was going away forever and that she would never come back.
She left me alone with my father and it hurts that she took my sister with her but didn't even bother to take me with her, and I was stuck with my asshole dad until she came back a few days later.
I remember running after her begging her to come back and or at least to take me with her but she just walked out.
I remember asking her about it as sn adult and she said that my dad would have thrown a fit if she tried to take me with her. But it still stings that she didn't even try to fight for me and just left so easily. (my sister is not my dad's biological daughter, she was born from a previous marriage and my dad made it pretty clear he preferred me over her, which honestly was a horrible thing for her to go through as a child)
Even now, i'm pretty insecure about the fact that maybe she's just stuck with me. She got pregnant with me accidentally and my dad wanted to abort me but she decided to keep the baby. But deep down, i'm worried if i am an unwanted child. I know she loves me, she cuts fruit for me and brings it for me. Cooks me my favourite food pretty often but i guess i'm still insecure.
I'm not the most ideal child, i guess. I got good grades and I kept quiet but I had severe mental health issues growing up and for some reason i'm not as organised or disciplined as her and i misplace things pretty often which drives her insane. But other than that i'm okay? I don't know.
Sorry for this insanely wrong post, just wanted to rant and see if other people could provide a different perspective.
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2021.12.09 00:36 kgsydh $$$$ DRS(YES SHORT SELLING) VS DSPP (NO SHORT SELLING) $$$$$ MUST READ

While searching for internet, I came to know DSPP and I was surprised no one ever discussed about it.
I feel this topic needs to be discussed and deep dive further.
Here you go.
What is DRS and DSPP? and which one prevents Short-Selling? It's DSPP, not DRS.
DRS - DRS (Direct Registration System) is a service offering by The Depository Trust Company (DTC) that provides registered shareholders of the issuer with the option of holding their assets (shares) on the books and records of the transfer agent in book-entry form instead of a physical stock certificate. -> For me, it read as shares via DRS cannot prevent "short-selling."
DSPP - A Direct Stock Purchase Plan (DSPP) is a way for individuals to buy stocks directly from a company rather than through a brokerage.
Advantages of Direct Stock Purchases

  1. Offers cost savings
  2. Provides a simplified purchasing experience
  3. Promotes stronger investor relations 4. Prevents short-selling - Also, shares purchased through direct stock purchases cannot be shorted, which prevents short-selling and reduces price volatility.
-Your fellow diamond-
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2021.12.09 00:36 ColetteThePanda This was (Windows) '95

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2021.12.09 00:36 Key_Friendship2092 Looking for Lapras raids

Will join every Lapras raid
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2021.12.09 00:36 dmg81102 I don't know what to do...

In the past year and a half, I didn't get a prom, or a graduation, lost my great grandmother and couldn't say goodbye because of Covid, had to drop out of college because all the restrictions were starting to really hurt my grades, found out my parents are getting a divorce, having my mother consistently use me as her emotional punching bag (not physically hitting me, she's just using me as an emotional stress ball), can't get a job despite me putting I dozens of applications, lost my grandmother and couldn't say goodbye to her either because she was "on my dad's side of my family" so I couldn't go with my dad ro say goodbye, the day after the funeral I found out my girlfriend cheated on me (against my better judgment I gave her a second chance), and just a few days ago she broke up with me, and at this point, I don't know what to do. I'm as low as I've gotten, and everyone keeps saying either ot can't get any worse or it'll get better, but it just keeps getting worse, and I don't know what I'm gonna do. I guess I'm just asking if anyone has some advice for me, or anything that I should know, or just something to stop me from feeling like a failure...
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2021.12.09 00:36 Tylord710 FH5 CAR MEETS!!! CRUISING AND HANGING OUT

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2021.12.09 00:36 MrLazyTiger My Tier List of the Colossi - agree/disagree?

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2021.12.09 00:36 Intelligent_Fee3657 Few basic questions

1) Britannia is the cheapest 1oz sovereign compared to say a gold buffalo / american eagle. Will I be doing myself a disservice by buying these coins instead of american minted ones, will I have a hard time selling them in the future or getting a significant amount less then american minted coins?
2) In your experience, what do LCS's pay for 1oz gold coins? Do they typically pay spot for all 1oz gold coins? Do you ever pay less then spot? How does the price vary between different minted coins?
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2021.12.09 00:36 SlippersEC Superstition - Live in London 2008 -- Stevie Wonder

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2021.12.09 00:36 theNFAC A800 RWD SUPRA GR shows upgrades, tuning, share code, driving

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2021.12.09 00:36 bigstepper56 Pyt Dropboxes $5 for 2 HMU ASAP‼️

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2021.12.09 00:36 Kitchen_Apartment Mexican food recs for a semi-formal birthday date?

Never been to San Diego but looking for recommendations to celebrate my boyfriend and his birthday in the city.
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2021.12.09 00:36 ubekut azalea is moving out! she is very cute and will make a great addition to your island :)

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2021.12.09 00:36 marycarters_l How company QR codes elevate brand marketing and operations in US industries

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2021.12.09 00:36 Came_for_the_tities Ferret ~~delivery system~~ hyper tube

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2021.12.09 00:36 INFINITESYKOSIS The Pipes Featuring Zori Audio VA #CreepyPasta By P.A. Nightmares

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2021.12.09 00:36 IvanFloyd Tarjetas garantizadas

Que tal buenas noches primero que nada gracias por leerme y responder a mi pregunta (si es que contestan)

Estuve unas semanas intentando sacar la tarjeta garantizada de Hey banco, pero no logre concluir el tramite por fallas en su aplicación, busco alguna tarjeta garantizada que me ayude a crear mi historial, estaba pensando en la de banbajio o la rappi ? no se, acepto opiniones de estas o alguna otra que ustedes consideren mejor.

De paso también tengo otra duda, me gustaría saber si el crédito que yo aporto como garantía me ayudara a que en un futuro me puedan brindar una mejor linea de crédito ( cuando ya no maneje las garantizadas ) o aportar 4 mil es igual que aportar 20 mil como garantía?

Buena noche!
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2021.12.09 00:36 L4ging4g4in ShinyyKx.S cheating

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2021.12.09 00:36 Kyle_Ren400 Yeah...

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2021.12.09 00:36 RocketPunchFC Q&A with Buakaw. English subs. Hilarious questions from his followers.

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2021.12.09 00:36 newsfeedmedia1 Foodies lose it over gadget that toasts bread and cooks eggs and bacon at the SAME time

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2021.12.09 00:36 echandler0826 Non-Union is a Web Series about two Los Angeles-based actors spend their days over-analyzing trivial matters only to end up getting nowhere in their lives.

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2021.12.09 00:36 KOD_2014 Would anyone know for some reason where to find clothes similar to these?

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